SEARCHING

 

Laying in a dark room alone I search for you.

On this bed I think about the times you fed me when my stomach was full.

I think about how you allowed one side of my face to smile while the other half shared the tears of a clown.

Body laid in protest, teach me how to push and no longer pull.

I'm searching!

So I thought the walls that surround me were made up of bricks and concrete.

Masked mirror lies.... DRYWALL

Where does my purpose begin?

Or am I asking the wrong question?

Is the purpose that I seek starts when I stand at the end replaying the journey that begun in my head?

Vomiting the intestines not destined to nourish...force fed!

I'm searching!

Warmth blown from the vents losing ground to the chill of the double pane glass.

Hurting from a thought and sorrow slouches shoulders to knees, double pain.

Loudness streaming with no vibe to shush until thine ears become distinctions of character to pluck away static...

Silence

Pollen flowing from the search of it.

Pump me once or twice...I cant breathe.....asthmatic 

I'm searching!

So I think.....

Or maybe its searching for me....

Reach one Teach one....: HASTAG You wanna be recognized for what you have ...

Reach one Teach one....: HASTAG  You wanna be recognized for what you have ...: HASTAG    You wanna be recognized for what you have and for what we see.  How about being validated for the ish we don't see.  ...

HASHTAG 

You wanna be recognized for what you have and for what we see. 

How about being validated for the ish we don't see. 

See many of us can show you a finished product but how many of us can show the formula it took to get where you have made it....

#Algebra

See your fortune is telling especially if i don't see any eraser marks because the foil method couldn't solve for a variable 

#thief

Or better yet maybe your selfishness is the reason why your not willing to share success. 

Hhmmm I'm kind of lost....

Isn't success a true success if your able to share the journey?

 #loser

I can speak in this new world tongue, I can speak in my old native language, hell I can brail the coming of Jesus but....

What good will all that do if you cant lay down a D behind the R who stepped in front of the E that cut in front of the A!

#readinbetweenthelines

Joy is the expression of knowing what sorrow is. Show me a smile that didn't start from the point of uncertainty!

#vulnerability 

I believe we will one day be known as great people of this land once each of us understands the person in question is me, myself, and I. 

#self-respect

#self-esteem

At what point do we stop pointing the finger at a person who cares nothing more than to point it right back at you? Are we playing cops and robbers or are we in a scene from the wild wild west?

#reflections

Darcel Sharp