I Hate

 

I hate the fact I have to lay here and wonder about my future. 

I hate the fact that I have to play guess when to know when I will be touched. 

I hate the fact you choose to finger fuck your smartphone while I'm feeling dumb cuz I cant fuck!

I hate the fact a outsider  has to become a insider to acknowledge the void. 

I hate the fact of not knowing that I become annoyed with who I am. 

 

I hate the fact I have to go out to know Im worthy of attention. 

 

I hate the fact I have mood swings to give me someone to communicate with. 

I hate the fact I no longer know where to line up, whats my position. 

I hate the fact a thought of doing is just that, a thought!

I hate the fact this came to mind to write on this canvas. 

At some point I'm a love to be alone and free. 

Think about things before you completely lose me.

At that point roles will be reversed and you'll HATE the fact you looked through me and not at me !


By Darcel

How still is still when it comes to a portrait that captures the moments of emotions?

It holds fast to the joy brought to one while time smoothes over the layers of you...the layers of me!

Expressions of my son flows with the gentle breeze of the summers sunsets...hymns of him flowing free.

Can you see him?

I can feel his gentle touch masked by the exterior of a man who knows how to secure his own.

A reflection from the rippled pond reflects a early reflection of me...

Three peas in a pod, the lord couldn't have made a better clone!

How still is still you ask?

Hold your breath for a minute and then release!!!!!

BREATH TAKING

Ready for love

I AM READY FOR LOVE

I let myself be the shadow of your captivity for way to long.

The long days and weary nights run in together like a run on sentence.....no break.....no comma!

The caged bird is being released, the air will be filled with hymms of beautiful harmony.

No longer will I hold my head down and sing the same ol song.

He will change....I hope.

I AM READY FOR LOVE.....

Dont be mad because you lost a good woman. Be mad that you lost a numb woman.

The skies are no longer grey...

Im dusting off that pedestal.... I am KING....I am man.

JESUS... thank u for allowing me to be humble enough to fall to your feet and pray!

I am ready...

I AM READY FOR LOVE!

By: Darcel